Saturday, August 1, 2015

My Name Is Devil

I am a heartless,
I am cruel.
Yesterday, I just made my bestfriend,
Gone for good.

I'm sorry, Panget. 

"Did something happen, while I was gone..?"

"I don't know, Did something happened?"

A sarcastic answer was blurted out from my mouth. It's not like I wanted to say that. Chanyeol frowned and stared at me for a minute. 

"Why are you pushing me away?", he asks. Because I pushed everyone, Now it's your turn to be pushed. "I... don't need you."

Damn it. That was too cruel.

".... and you probably don't need me too." I continued. I was scared actually,  I was hurting someone. Again. Mentally. Is this what roleplayer doctors do? Hell no. I'm not a doctor, right now. "I know I'm cruel, but that's actually why my nickname is Devil. Thank you."

Silence. 

August, 1 2015. I have no friends in roleplayer world.