I'm Sorry, Monster

I love you so very much, 

Even though at times I do things that hurt,

I try so hard to hope that you always see, 

How much you being in my life means to me, 

I am sorry yet again for causing you pain. 

That is the last thing I ever wanted to do, 

Even when I am trying to look out for you and do the right thing I mess up, 

I am sorry for that too. 

I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you, 

Like nothing else in my life gives me the thrill of being loved by you. 

So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes,  

this sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside.