I am cruel.
Yesterday, I just made my bestfriend,
Gone for good.
I'm sorry, Panget.
"Did something happen, while I was gone..?"
"I don't know, Did something happened?"
A sarcastic answer was blurted out from my mouth. It's not like I wanted to say that. Chanyeol frowned and stared at me for a minute.
"Why are you pushing me away?", he asks. Because I pushed everyone, Now it's your turn to be pushed. "I... don't need you."
Damn it. That was too cruel.
".... and you probably don't need me too." I continued. I was scared actually, I was hurting someone. Again. Mentally. Is this what roleplayer doctors do? Hell no. I'm not a doctor, right now. "I know I'm cruel, but that's actually why my nickname is Devil. Thank you."
Silence.
August, 1 2015. I have no friends in roleplayer world.
Why don't you try pushing your monster away too? Are you scared? That he'll leave you like others?
ReplyDeleteI actually just did dear Anonymous.
DeleteMy advice is don't push people like what I just did.
This comment has been removed by the author.
DeleteHe's just gonna waste his time pushing me away, because in the end, no matter how hurt I am after he throw insults to me or what, I will still be there be there beside him, loving him with all my heart.
ReplyDelete